my XANGA is making a comeback! stay tuned!!

OCTOBER 11th..some good shit happening that day..i love you guys so much! and i can't wait!! wOOHOO!!!!

so this college deal..being independent..learning things..leaving things in the past, where they belong..and carrying things to the future when they belong as well..man..im learning so much about myself..now that im by myself most of the time..and im learning a lot from just watching people..and listening..and you know what? i most important thing i've learned i think..is that you're NEVER alone..you know? you think that no one in the world knows what you're going through..and then one day you hang out with a bunch of old faces and they're going through the same exact shit you're going through..man..its the people you least expect that you need the most sometimes..its so nice to have that kinda releasement..is that a word? but yea..the words that have been said to me..and the things i've seen..and the thing's i've been learning..its crazy..i miss my friends so much..i hope kat is having fun and NOT partying too much..Slim alli..it was fun on friday..eheheh and thanks for that kiss..it was HOT..sorry joshie..Tim..your'e so funny and i miss you..Cal..hey Sh i love you a lot..you mean a lot to me..you know it..Matt..or MAH hey hubby..you better be making big bucks for the future..and everyone down here..i hope we stay as much of friends as we are now..and i hope we can be better friends..

i have NO class on friday!! its so tempting to skipp tomorrow...oneill and huy wont be there for history..so i dont know..being lazy isnt good! so i think i'll go..today i had a good time a work..its nice have more and more friends each day...i like it..its like im expanding my vocabulary..ahaha

so me and radley were just talking about life and stuff..i swear he's like my rock or something..if you need a good piece of advice..go to him..but its so cool cuz i've known him for SO long! and we're growing up together..and sharing experiences together..ahaha i remember when when we were small..and how his hair was..ahahah..aww memories..but yea..hes a peacemaker..=)

ok..so mayb i'll type later..see you later