why the hell does my page have this song on it?!!?! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH i didnt put this here! AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH omg that's funny..ahaha

my life: just living it..

so this college deal..being independent..learning things..leaving things in the past, where they belong..and carrying things to the future when they belong as well..man..im learning so much about myself..now that im by myself most of the time..and im learning a lot from just watching people..and listening..and you know what? i most important thing i've learned i think..is that you're NEVER alone..you know? you think that no one in the world knows what you're going through..and then one day you hang out with a bunch of old faces and they're going through the same exact shit you're going through..man..its the people you least expect that you need the most sometimes..its so nice to have that kinda releasement..is that a word? but yea..the words that have been said to me..and the things i've seen..and the thing's i've been learning..its crazy..i miss my friends so much..i hope kat is having fun and NOT partying too much..Slim alli..it was fun on friday..eheheh and thanks for that kiss..it was HOT..sorry joshie..Tim..your'e so funny and i miss you..Cal..hey Sh i love you a lot..you mean a lot to me..you know it..Matt..or MAH hey hubby..you better be making big bucks for the future..and everyone down here..i hope we stay as much of friends as we are now..and i hope we can be better friends..

i have NO class on friday!! its so tempting to skipp tomorrow...oneill and huy wont be there for history..so i dont know..being lazy isnt good! so i think i'll go..today i had a good time a work..its nice have more and more friends each day...i like it..its like im expanding my vocabulary..ahaha

so me and radley were just talking about life and stuff..i swear he's like my rock or something..if you need a good piece of advice..go to him..but its so cool cuz i've known him for SO long! and we're growing up together..and sharing experiences together..ahaha i remember when when we were small..and how his hair was..ahahah..aww memories..but yea..hes a peacemaker..=)

ok..so mayb i'll type later..see you later

so i havent typed in awhile..sorry i dont know what i've been doing..well actually just school and work..this week is calvin's last week..also other people's week..so yea..sad..=( but its gonna be ok..so i guess i'll just point out the high lights of my past..two weeks or so..

-been working more then usual..so thats good!

-hung out with calvin alil..i miss that guy and allison is coming home on friday! =)!!

-hung out with THE MR. NACU..=) it was fun..too bad we didnt hang out earlier this summer..but hey..**ditto*

-went to Albert's party and saw all the older people! aww so nice..i miss them..

-saw connie on the way home..AHAHAH that was so funny..connie give me your cell phone..i wanna hang out with you someday..nice car to you too btw..=)

-hanging out with jeffrey a lot..thanks jeffrey..you have no idea how much i enjoy our time together! and im glad i have someone to watch those slappy love stories with..and we cry together! ahah jp..only i do..

so yea..my life is simple but sweet..

JAMES..i know you're having hard times right now..but i want you to know that im here for you..and you're in my prayers..love you hunny...

to everyone else..take care..and study well..i hope we cross paths someday..i love you all and thanks for being in my life!